Will the contrast ever end? Will I ever stop and be in balance, will I ever have found myself?

No. Well yes, but that you don´t want (yet), believe me.This feeling, this burdon of apparently endless participation is why we love fiction, books and movies, isn´t it? One clear start, one distinguished ending, not too long, but long enough to trigger the impression of achievement. Do you like sequels? Some people do, others hate…